pacarnya siapa sekarang???
bosan deh dengarnya
sekarang single its happy,, bukan berarti ngga mau punya pacar,,
tapi buat apa dipikirin dan direnungi,, nikmatin aja,, jodoh itu ngga akan kemana
kalau memang TUHAN sudah berkehendak pasti datang juga
bener kata Aris,, "lo emang ngga punya pacar, tapi kemana pun lo pergi lo selalu ada yg nemenin mau cowok atau pun cewek"
hhahahahahaha
sekarang saya merasa menikmati hidup,, sibuk dengan zsegala kegiatan,, melakukan semua hal yang saya suka tanpa ada larangan, berteman dengan semua orang tanpa berfikir macam-macam..
Nov 11, 2011
Sep 2, 2011
Sometimes forgiveness can't heal the pain and disappointment
"SELAMAT IDUL FITRI SEMUA,, MOHON MAAF LAHIR DAN BATIN YAA "
kata-kata itu selalu terucap dan selalu terdengar dari mulut kita,,
Pertanyaannya sekarang, apakah kita bisa memaafkan kesalahan mereka total dari dan dengan hati? atau hanya basa-basi dan sekedar ucapan belaka?
mungkin sebagian orang bisa memaafkan dari lubuk hati nya kesalahan orang itu sekecil apapun dan sebesar apapun..
jujur aja yaa,, bagiku ngga mudah..
Untuk beberapa orang, kata maaf nya sungguh tak berguna bagiku
bahkan jika mereka mengatakannya , aku akan kembali mengingat semua yang pernah mereka lakukan padaku dan menimbulkan kembali rasa sakit dan kekecewaan yang pernah aku rasakan..
mungkin akan tersirat aku adalah seseorang yang sangat pendendam,,
namun untuk beberapa kasus yang aku alami,, menurut ku wajar jika aku merasakan hal seperti itu..
kalau ditanya ,, kapan aku akan memaafkan mereka? jawabanku TIDAK TAHU
karna bagiku,,
kata-kata itu selalu terucap dan selalu terdengar dari mulut kita,,
Pertanyaannya sekarang, apakah kita bisa memaafkan kesalahan mereka total dari dan dengan hati? atau hanya basa-basi dan sekedar ucapan belaka?
mungkin sebagian orang bisa memaafkan dari lubuk hati nya kesalahan orang itu sekecil apapun dan sebesar apapun..
jujur aja yaa,, bagiku ngga mudah..
Untuk beberapa orang, kata maaf nya sungguh tak berguna bagiku
bahkan jika mereka mengatakannya , aku akan kembali mengingat semua yang pernah mereka lakukan padaku dan menimbulkan kembali rasa sakit dan kekecewaan yang pernah aku rasakan..
mungkin akan tersirat aku adalah seseorang yang sangat pendendam,,
namun untuk beberapa kasus yang aku alami,, menurut ku wajar jika aku merasakan hal seperti itu..
kalau ditanya ,, kapan aku akan memaafkan mereka? jawabanku TIDAK TAHU
karna bagiku,,
Kata Maaf tidak akan bisa mengembalikan semuanya,,
Kata Maaf tidak akan bisa menyembuhkan rasa sakit yg sudah dan masih aku rasakan
Kata maaf tidak dapat menghilangkan rasa kecewa yg aku rasakan.
Jul 4, 2011
letters to ...............
Tiba-tiba aku teringat dengan lagu satu judul lagu....
Saling menyemangati,
Saling menopang ketika ada yang terjatuh,,
Saling menerima kekurangan,,
dan saling mengingatkan..
Terimakasih untuk mu,,
Terimakasih untuk semuanya..
SAHABATKU..
*joged chacha berpompom*
lalu aku bernyanyi dan meresapi lagu ini..
lalu aku tersenyum dan teringat akan seseorang..
seseorang yang selama beberapa bulan kebelakang ini ada untukku
dan mengerti aku dalam waktu yang singkat..
Agak sedikit lebay mungkin,,
tapi lirik lagu ini membenarkan semua yang dia lakukan untukku
dan membuat aku mengingat beberapa hal kebelakang..
Aku bersyukur mengenalnya..
*sambil tersenyum tipis*
Dia selalu sabar menghadapi aku yang emosinya naik turun,
yang labil, dia menjagaku,
dia selalu bisa membuat aku terseyum dan tertawa.
Dia juga mengajariku banyak hal dalam waktu singkat,,
memberikan ku pengalaman baru,,
walaupun ngga setiap saat kita selalu sependapat...
Saling menopang ketika ada yang terjatuh,,
Saling menerima kekurangan,,
dan saling mengingatkan..
Terimakasih untuk mu,,
Terimakasih untuk semuanya..
SAHABATKU..
*joged chacha berpompom*
FFTD
ada apa dengan hari ini yaa??
Ngga nafsu makan...
Ngga kepingin ngapa2in..
Mata ngga bisa terjaga..
Kepala Panas
Kaki kedinginan..
Mau marah,, tapi ngga ada yg salah..
Mau nangiiis, tapi semua baik2 aja..
Ngga nafsu makan...
Ngga kepingin ngapa2in..
Mata ngga bisa terjaga..
Kepala Panas
Kaki kedinginan..
Mau marah,, tapi ngga ada yg salah..
Mau nangiiis, tapi semua baik2 aja..
Jul 3, 2011
kanaya...
Jadwal hari ini senin ( 27.06.11) adalah kbengkel,, ngebenerin Ac nya kanaya..
ditemenin sama ioonnisasi hehehe...
Pertama2 ke jalan naripan, ditanya harga dsb nya,, pas dapat harga saya
Trus dibawa ke bengkel khusus Ac tempat Uda nya kerja, trus dapet diskon.. hiihiihii
Uda nya ioon lucu,, baik pula,, seruu,, jadi ngga bosen nunggu nya :
Hbs itu take away pizza krna mau spooring,
dan trnyata udh tutup ( Ya iya atuh,udh setengah 4 sore juga)
Alhasil makan siangnya di mobil aja.. hehehe
Terimakasih banyak yaa ion
Udah nemenin nyari kbengkel, trus dpt bngkel yg murah dan terpercaya pula..
Terimakasih atas ksabarannya nemenin gue yang ajaib ini..
Hihiihihih.. *nyengir, joged*
ditemenin sama ioonnisasi hehehe...
Pertama2 ke jalan naripan, ditanya harga dsb nya,, pas dapat harga saya
Trus dibawa ke bengkel khusus Ac tempat Uda nya kerja, trus dapet diskon.. hiihiihii
Uda nya ioon lucu,, baik pula,, seruu,, jadi ngga bosen nunggu nya :
Hbs itu take away pizza krna mau spooring,
dan trnyata udh tutup ( Ya iya atuh,udh setengah 4 sore juga)
Alhasil makan siangnya di mobil aja.. hehehe
Terimakasih banyak yaa ion
Udah nemenin nyari kbengkel, trus dpt bngkel yg murah dan terpercaya pula..
Terimakasih atas ksabarannya nemenin gue yang ajaib ini..
Hihiihihih.. *nyengir, joged*
maybe this is the last
Perasaan ini muncul lagi.. ketika semuanya sudah hampir berjalan dengan normal..
ternyata ini arti dari kata-kata yang ambigu yang tiba-tiba terucap..
saya ingat kata-kata yang diucapkan dan saya berusaha untuk mengikutinya..
rasanya seperti apa yaa??
seperti lagi bingung aja..
ternyata ini arti dari kata-kata yang ambigu yang tiba-tiba terucap..
saya ingat kata-kata yang diucapkan dan saya berusaha untuk mengikutinya..
rasanya seperti apa yaa??
seperti lagi bingung aja..
Jun 26, 2011
May 26, 2011
This is only for you my friends,, Semangat \(ˆoˆ)/
Ketika semua tidak sesuai harapan..
Banyak hal yang harus dibenahi
Ketika rasa itu tak terbalas
Banyak hal yg harus disingkirkan
Ketika hari ini tak berjalan sesuai dengan keinginan
Banyak hal yang harus di rencanakan ulang
Ketika semuanya terasa hampa
Banyak hal yang bisa dilakukan
Ketika sedih itu datang
Banyak kebahagiaan yang akan datang menghampiri
Ketika semuanya terasa berat untuk dilakukan
Banyak pertolongan TUHAN yang tak kita sadari
Ketika merasa sakit hati
saat mereka menghujat dan meremehkan mu..
Tersenyumlah biarkan TUHAN membalasnya untukMu..
Ketika semuanya pergi menjauh
Percayalah kamu tidak pernah sendirian
Ketika kamu merasa memikul beban yang berat dan merasa sangat letih
Banyak Hal yang bisa kamu bagikan kepadaku,,
Mungkin aku tak bisa membantu..
Tapi aku pastikan kamu akan merasa lebih ringan dan lebih bersemangat..
Banyak hal yang harus dibenahi
Ketika rasa itu tak terbalas
Banyak hal yg harus disingkirkan
Ketika hari ini tak berjalan sesuai dengan keinginan
Banyak hal yang harus di rencanakan ulang
Ketika semuanya terasa hampa
Banyak hal yang bisa dilakukan
Ketika sedih itu datang
Banyak kebahagiaan yang akan datang menghampiri
Ketika semuanya terasa berat untuk dilakukan
Banyak pertolongan TUHAN yang tak kita sadari
Ketika merasa sakit hati
saat mereka menghujat dan meremehkan mu..
Tersenyumlah biarkan TUHAN membalasnya untukMu..
Ketika semuanya pergi menjauh
Percayalah kamu tidak pernah sendirian
Ketika kamu merasa memikul beban yang berat dan merasa sangat letih
Banyak Hal yang bisa kamu bagikan kepadaku,,
Mungkin aku tak bisa membantu..
Tapi aku pastikan kamu akan merasa lebih ringan dan lebih bersemangat..
May 7, 2011
Kota Itu
Semua berawal dari kota itu..
Kota yang semula dimana aku
Merasakan keindahan , kenyamanan dan kedamaian dikota itu
Sampai suatu ketika seseorang datang..
berjanji membawa kegembiraan, kebahagiaan..
Membawa kesabaran, cinta, kesetiaan dan keteguhan hati..
Tapi pada akhirnya dia pergi..
Pergi jauh dan hanya meninggalkan kesedihan, kehampaan dan kekecewaan yang sangat dalam..
kota itu..
Kota dimana aku merasakan kebahagiaan dan kesedihan..
Kota dimana aku menggantungkan semua harapan dan cita-cita..
Kota dimana aku dihancurkan oleh sesuatu yang mungkin bernama Cinta
TUHAN izinkan aku untuk tetap bertahan dan kuat dalam menghadapi semuanya.. Izinkan aku pergi dari kota itu dengan senyuman.. Dan izinkan Aku kembali ke kota itu dengan Kebahagiaanku sendiri serta denhan kebanggaanku sendiri.. AMIN
Kota yang semula dimana aku
Merasakan keindahan , kenyamanan dan kedamaian dikota itu
Sampai suatu ketika seseorang datang..
berjanji membawa kegembiraan, kebahagiaan..
Membawa kesabaran, cinta, kesetiaan dan keteguhan hati..
Tapi pada akhirnya dia pergi..
Pergi jauh dan hanya meninggalkan kesedihan, kehampaan dan kekecewaan yang sangat dalam..
kota itu..
Kota dimana aku merasakan kebahagiaan dan kesedihan..
Kota dimana aku menggantungkan semua harapan dan cita-cita..
Kota dimana aku dihancurkan oleh sesuatu yang mungkin bernama Cinta
TUHAN izinkan aku untuk tetap bertahan dan kuat dalam menghadapi semuanya.. Izinkan aku pergi dari kota itu dengan senyuman.. Dan izinkan Aku kembali ke kota itu dengan Kebahagiaanku sendiri serta denhan kebanggaanku sendiri.. AMIN
May 1, 2011
MeMom
Saat senang aku cari ibuku
Saat sedih aku simpan rapat-rapat.
*walau terkadang ingin sekali rasanya aku menangis didalam dekapanmu, dan menceritakan semuanya, semua yg kurasakan..*
Saat sukses aku cerita pada ibu
Saat gagal..aku pendam dlm hati.
Saat bahagia aku sujud syukur pd اَللّهُ
Saat sedih aku berlindung pada اَللّهُ
Saat sambut HUT ibu, aku berusaha memberinya hadiah.
Saat sambut hari ibu aku usahakan untuk selalu ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"
Selalu aku ingat tuk mengabari ibu
Selalu aku belikan sesuatu untuk ibu
*sampai detik ini aku selalu merasa berdosa, karna tidak melakukan dan memberikan hal yang sama seperti yg kau berikan padaku*
Maafkan anakmu ini yaa..
Rasanya maaf ku ini tak cukup.. Hanya ini yang bs aku lakukan saat ini..
Maafkan aku,,
Aku belum bisa menjadi apa yang kau harapkan,,
Aku bahkan sudah menyakitimu, walau kau tak tahu akan hal itu..
Aku bahkan merasa tak pantas untuk menjadi anakmu..
Aku akan berusaha bangkit dan meneruskan cita-cita kita, yang sudah kita susun bersama..
Aku mohon doamu ma,, (walaupun aku tahu, disetiap nafasmu selalu ada doa untukku)
InsyaAlllaAh.. AMIN..
Saat sedih aku simpan rapat-rapat.
*walau terkadang ingin sekali rasanya aku menangis didalam dekapanmu, dan menceritakan semuanya, semua yg kurasakan..*
Saat sukses aku cerita pada ibu
Saat gagal..aku pendam dlm hati.
Saat bahagia aku sujud syukur pd اَللّهُ
Saat sedih aku berlindung pada اَللّهُ
Saat sambut HUT ibu, aku berusaha memberinya hadiah.
Saat sambut hari ibu aku usahakan untuk selalu ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"
Selalu aku ingat tuk mengabari ibu
Selalu aku belikan sesuatu untuk ibu
*sampai detik ini aku selalu merasa berdosa, karna tidak melakukan dan memberikan hal yang sama seperti yg kau berikan padaku*
Maafkan anakmu ini yaa..
Rasanya maaf ku ini tak cukup.. Hanya ini yang bs aku lakukan saat ini..
Maafkan aku,,
Aku belum bisa menjadi apa yang kau harapkan,,
Aku bahkan sudah menyakitimu, walau kau tak tahu akan hal itu..
Aku bahkan merasa tak pantas untuk menjadi anakmu..
Aku akan berusaha bangkit dan meneruskan cita-cita kita, yang sudah kita susun bersama..
Aku mohon doamu ma,, (walaupun aku tahu, disetiap nafasmu selalu ada doa untukku)
InsyaAlllaAh.. AMIN..
untuk seseorang..
Ketika
:) Ketika aku menangis, itu bukan berarti aku tidak berusaha menahannya,melainkan karena pertahananku sudah tak mampu lagi membendung air mata.
:) Ketika aku menangis,itu bukan karena aku ingin terlihat lemah,melainkan karena aku sudah tidak sanggup berpura-pura kuat karena aku merasakan sakit yang luar biasa.
:) Mengapa aku menangis?
Karena aku juga seorang manusia yang memiliki perasaan. Aku hanya ingin pengertian,kesempatan serta maaf...Kadang aku terlihat manja, banyak maunya, atau mungkin di mata lelaki, aku ini menyusahkan. Aku hanya ingin yang terbaik untukmu.
Akupun hanya manusia yang tak luput dari kesalahan,, tapi aku tak takut untuk meminta maaf dan memperbaikinya,, aku hanya ingin kamu memberikan waktu untuk aku membuktikan bahwa aku bisa menjadi lebih baik.
aku masih tetap berdiri tegar meski kamu menghantam ku dengan banyak rasa sakit yang mendera. Aku masih orang yang sama ketika kamu pergi begitu saja serta menghindar dan datang kembali membawa harapan. Walaupun akhirnya aku menyadari bahwa harapan itu kosong.
Meski aku berusaha untuk terlihat tidak peduli, meski aku berusaha untuk terlihat kuat,meski aku berusaha untuk mengacuhkan, tapi percayalah jauh dilubuk hati ku, aku punya sejuta doa untuk mu.
Karena aku adalah wanita,, wanita yang dengan tulus menyayangi mu tanpa mengharapkan apapun. sakit yang kurasakan ini tidak seberapa dibandingkan dengan rasa sayang dan kasihku padamu.
-AnesaKirana-
:) Ketika aku menangis, itu bukan berarti aku tidak berusaha menahannya,melainkan karena pertahananku sudah tak mampu lagi membendung air mata.
:) Ketika aku menangis,itu bukan karena aku ingin terlihat lemah,melainkan karena aku sudah tidak sanggup berpura-pura kuat karena aku merasakan sakit yang luar biasa.
:) Mengapa aku menangis?
Karena aku juga seorang manusia yang memiliki perasaan. Aku hanya ingin pengertian,kesempatan serta maaf...Kadang aku terlihat manja, banyak maunya, atau mungkin di mata lelaki, aku ini menyusahkan. Aku hanya ingin yang terbaik untukmu.
Akupun hanya manusia yang tak luput dari kesalahan,, tapi aku tak takut untuk meminta maaf dan memperbaikinya,, aku hanya ingin kamu memberikan waktu untuk aku membuktikan bahwa aku bisa menjadi lebih baik.
aku masih tetap berdiri tegar meski kamu menghantam ku dengan banyak rasa sakit yang mendera. Aku masih orang yang sama ketika kamu pergi begitu saja serta menghindar dan datang kembali membawa harapan. Walaupun akhirnya aku menyadari bahwa harapan itu kosong.
Meski aku berusaha untuk terlihat tidak peduli, meski aku berusaha untuk terlihat kuat,meski aku berusaha untuk mengacuhkan, tapi percayalah jauh dilubuk hati ku, aku punya sejuta doa untuk mu.
Karena aku adalah wanita,, wanita yang dengan tulus menyayangi mu tanpa mengharapkan apapun. sakit yang kurasakan ini tidak seberapa dibandingkan dengan rasa sayang dan kasihku padamu.
-AnesaKirana-
Apr 22, 2011
between good and stupid
Already 3 months since he decided to leave and choose another woman to replace my position. and until now I never stopped loving him and hope he will come back to me. maybe my way to forget it was not optimal, but I admit hard.
I still really love him and care about him. I'll do anything as long as I can spend the day with him even if only through a short message, I wanted to be his friend, I'd love to share with him, feeling happy, feeling sad, angry, or upset even though now I'm not the woman he loved most.
although at the same time I was sad when I heard her name called, but I'll try to keep the pain was as strong as possible. Although I know you do good on me only if there are willing, I will remain good to you. because I love you so much. I really miss you, the expression of your face, your laughter, your smile, your perfume. if I start to feel it I can only cry and pray to God, or I hugged the doll and hoped it was you.
perhaps people will say I'm stupid because I still love and care to those who were not at all concerned with my feelings.
Lord help me to get through it all, if he is the best for me to return it to me, grow back his affection to me,
I still really love him and care about him. I'll do anything as long as I can spend the day with him even if only through a short message, I wanted to be his friend, I'd love to share with him, feeling happy, feeling sad, angry, or upset even though now I'm not the woman he loved most.
although at the same time I was sad when I heard her name called, but I'll try to keep the pain was as strong as possible. Although I know you do good on me only if there are willing, I will remain good to you. because I love you so much. I really miss you, the expression of your face, your laughter, your smile, your perfume. if I start to feel it I can only cry and pray to God, or I hugged the doll and hoped it was you.
perhaps people will say I'm stupid because I still love and care to those who were not at all concerned with my feelings.
Lord help me to get through it all, if he is the best for me to return it to me, grow back his affection to me,
and opened its doors sorry for everything I've done, give me a chance to fix it again.
Lord if he is not the best for me, keep it away from me, make me hate him and make me to stop loving.
Lord if he is not the best for me, keep it away from me, make me hate him and make me to stop loving.
and I give his successor a man who ternbaik and loves me sincerely.
Lord, I beg you give me the best according to you, because I did not get through all this without your help.
Lord, I beg you give me the best according to you, because I did not get through all this without your help.
I believe you will not leave me when I'm need you and your protection. I surrender to you Lord.
in the same way :(
I finally decided to stay at my friend's house. where they listened to all my stories, wiped my tears, make suggestions, and hold my hand with love.
they are angry with what he did to me, they were disappointed, because they know the real story and they know how I tried to fix it.
they help me so that I can continue my life without looking back. I'm sure if they make me stronger, and I get through all this trouble.
then I'm sure I could, although I'm sure this pain is a process towards a better start. but my heart says otherwise.
I'm confused, and until now I'm confused, what should I do, what steps I should take.
Apr 20, 2011
I Can't hate Him
I write in early March, a week after I wrote "God answered my prayer"
Don't know why, I could never hate him.
after all the pain, tears came out, and angry,
I still can't hate him.
although now I know that he already has another woman at his side,
I still can not hate him.
I always wanted there to help him,
I want to be able to listen to what he experienced that day, all the story.
no matter how hard me to hate him, I still can't.
Sometimes I am confused what to do to hate him,
but no matter how hard I tried to hate him,
I realize that I still love him ..
Don't know why, I could never hate him.
after all the pain, tears came out, and angry,
I still can't hate him.
although now I know that he already has another woman at his side,
I still can not hate him.
I always wanted there to help him,
I want to be able to listen to what he experienced that day, all the story.
no matter how hard me to hate him, I still can't.
Sometimes I am confused what to do to hate him,
but no matter how hard I tried to hate him,
I realize that I still love him ..
God answered my prayers
I write this in early March at my little book
So far I feel that I led him away from me and I blame myself. I feel my effort is not maximized to prove that I could change for the better. I never cease to pray, asking God to give me strength and patience in the face of everything.
One day he sent a short message and implied that he had an affair behind me, (Affair here means he has been playing hearts with her long before she decided to split up with me), when I know about all, I came back sad and cry, but I feel relieved.
I am relieved because this is not entirely my fault. I am grateful that God gave the answer to my prayer. but in reality I still love him
So far I feel that I led him away from me and I blame myself. I feel my effort is not maximized to prove that I could change for the better. I never cease to pray, asking God to give me strength and patience in the face of everything.
One day he sent a short message and implied that he had an affair behind me, (Affair here means he has been playing hearts with her long before she decided to split up with me), when I know about all, I came back sad and cry, but I feel relieved.
I am relieved because this is not entirely my fault. I am grateful that God gave the answer to my prayer. but in reality I still love him
Good song.. ^^
SOMEDAY ( NINA )
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
DON'T LOOK BACK (Adhitia Sofyan)
Don’t look back
I’ll be holding your picture
Until you walk into the door
In this old house
I’ll be spending my time
Watching the dust flying in the wind
Waking up to empty Saturday nights
Wonderful time of the day
Secretly wasted and hopelessly fading
Till you walk into the door
Don’t look back
You go full speed ahead now
While these walls
Freeze me back in time
In this old / small town
I’ll be spending my time
Watching the lights went down /go down in the night
ANGEL ( Westlife )
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
DON'T LOOK BACK (Adhitia Sofyan)
Don’t look back
I’ll be holding your picture
Until you walk into the door
In this old house
I’ll be spending my time
Watching the dust flying in the wind
Waking up to empty Saturday nights
Wonderful time of the day
Secretly wasted and hopelessly fading
Till you walk into the door
Don’t look back
You go full speed ahead now
While these walls
Freeze me back in time
In this old / small town
I’ll be spending my time
Watching the lights went down /go down in the night
ANGEL ( Westlife )
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Thunderstorm
I wrote in mid-February in my little book
He treated me like I was his girlfriend, even better than that. 3 days after that I knew he was approaching another woman out there, I felt sad but I'm not desperate to get it back. honestly I still love him very much.
A few days later he sent a message, asking me to take care of him because he was sick. At the same time I see the status of facebook and have been written there that he has formed relationships with other women.
My body was shaking, I can only cry, and I lost hope to get it back.
I can only pray to God that I be given strength, patience and sincerity.
He treated me like I was his girlfriend, even better than that. 3 days after that I knew he was approaching another woman out there, I felt sad but I'm not desperate to get it back. honestly I still love him very much.
A few days later he sent a message, asking me to take care of him because he was sick. At the same time I see the status of facebook and have been written there that he has formed relationships with other women.
My body was shaking, I can only cry, and I lost hope to get it back.
I can only pray to God that I be given strength, patience and sincerity.
Unexpected
I wrote 3 months ago in my little book
Establish a relationship with a commitment for a year is not easy, many of which I feel happy, sad, angry, and feel disappointed. I loved him, even more than I love myself. I accept him with what is, I do not see who their parents, or family backgrounds. I tried to help him to become a better person, although not easy.
I really have made a huge mistake. but not having an affair with someone else. something that did break the commitment, then I plead guilty and promised not to do it. I changed all my life pattern. and that I do for me, him and our relationship.
I became someone else, I really leave my bad habit only to our relationship, because we decided to go to the next stage which is more serious. I introduced him to my extended family, giving all my love to him, to help when he fell.
but everything I did didn't mean anything to him.
several months passed he treated me like a woman who never existed and meant to his life. 3 months after the incident, he decided to leave me just like that without thinking of all my efforts to fix it, he left me without thinking about my feelings.
he left me with a reason that can not be accepted.
I realize a sense of sadness, pain, and all the tears that I spend not going to change anything. but this time I could only cry. I can not think straight, I lost my direction, I do not dare to look ahead and imagine what happens tomorrow.
Establish a relationship with a commitment for a year is not easy, many of which I feel happy, sad, angry, and feel disappointed. I loved him, even more than I love myself. I accept him with what is, I do not see who their parents, or family backgrounds. I tried to help him to become a better person, although not easy.
I really have made a huge mistake. but not having an affair with someone else. something that did break the commitment, then I plead guilty and promised not to do it. I changed all my life pattern. and that I do for me, him and our relationship.
I became someone else, I really leave my bad habit only to our relationship, because we decided to go to the next stage which is more serious. I introduced him to my extended family, giving all my love to him, to help when he fell.
but everything I did didn't mean anything to him.
several months passed he treated me like a woman who never existed and meant to his life. 3 months after the incident, he decided to leave me just like that without thinking of all my efforts to fix it, he left me without thinking about my feelings.
he left me with a reason that can not be accepted.
I realize a sense of sadness, pain, and all the tears that I spend not going to change anything. but this time I could only cry. I can not think straight, I lost my direction, I do not dare to look ahead and imagine what happens tomorrow.
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