I write this in early March at my little book
So far I feel that I led him away from me and I blame myself. I feel my effort is not maximized to prove that I could change for the better. I never cease to pray, asking God to give me strength and patience in the face of everything.
One day he sent a short message and implied that he had an affair behind me, (Affair here means he has been playing hearts with her long before she decided to split up with me), when I know about all, I came back sad and cry, but I feel relieved.
I am relieved because this is not entirely my fault. I am grateful that God gave the answer to my prayer. but in reality I still love him
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